The Wedding

I had attended Lydia and Wickham's wedding. I completely made sure that they knew I had attended. My plan is for Lydia to return to her house and tell Lizzy. I hope that Lizzy also finds out that I had payed Wickham the money. Hopefully this impresses Lizzy.

My undying love for Lizzy

My love for Elizabeth has not changed, but I hope her thoughts have. I have done much to get her opinion of me to change and I really hope it has worked. I am nervous though because I feel that if I propose to her again she will deny me again. On the bright side though, if her thoughts have changed than she might say yes to me. I do not know what is going to happen, but I do know I still love her.

Wickham and Lydia are marrying

I have finally found Wickham and Lydia.I am glad that the Bennet's reputation is not going to be ruined because Wickam and Lydia are going to marry. Wickham had asked to get money though, which was his plan all along. The only thing he could have done better is to ask for a lot more money than he did, what an idiot. I am going to pay to facilitate the wedding to impress Lizzy.

Mr. Bennet still searching

I cannot believe that Lydia and that jerk, Wickham are still no where to be found. If only I had warned Elizabeth earlier of Wickham, this might not have happened. I must help in some way to increase ELizabeth's feelings for me. I feel that if I do help, Elizabeth will start to change her feelings for me, if she has not already. I must do something to find them.

Elizabeth changes her mind!!!

Yes! Finally, Elizabeth does love me. I was walking alone with her and she thanked me for helping her find Lydia and I told her that I did it because Lydia is her sister. After I told her that, I said that my feelings for her have not changed since the proposal. She then told me that her feelings have changed and that she is now willing to marry me. I still cannot believe it.

Bingley's proposal

Bingley had been left alone with Jane and had finally proposed to her. I am not going to tell him otherwise this time because he is truly in love. Also, if I do say anything to him this could hurt my chances with Elizabeth. I am indeed happy for my friend Bingley and I hope that Jane and him have a long, happy life together. Now I just hope I can get with Elizabeth.

Dining at Longbourn

Bingley and I have dined with the Bennets. While dining Bingley sat next to Jane and I had sat across from Elizabeth. I did not have anything o say and it almost seemed impossible to start a conversation. I do not know if she still does not have any feelings for me or if things have changed. I cannot propose to her again until I know for a fact that she does have feelings for me because of my fear of denial.