Dining at Longbourn

Bingley and I have dined with the Bennets. While dining Bingley sat next to Jane and I had sat across from Elizabeth. I did not have anything o say and it almost seemed impossible to start a conversation. I do not know if she still does not have any feelings for me or if things have changed. I cannot propose to her again until I know for a fact that she does have feelings for me because of my fear of denial.